After succumbing to my inner Grinch last week, it feels like I am turning a corner. While I can’t say I am really feeling the Christmas spirit, I am looking towards the next couple of weeks in a much better frame of mind.
My gifts are bought and mostly wrapped, I sent Don off to the post office this morning loaded down with packages for our East Coast family and friends, and after two really fun holiday parties this weekend we can now look forward to a couple of weeks of quiet evenings at home and a low-key Christmas with my nearby family.
After talking it over with Don, and with my sister (the only other person who understands the dynamics), I have bowed out of my stepmother’s family holiday party – something both Don and I face with dread each year. While my step-brothers and their families are always very nice to us, it isn’t much fun spending hours with people you see once a year at best, who have a shared family history that excludes you, and with whom you have very little in common in terms of interests or beliefs. For an introvert like me situations like this are really uncomfortable, and even extroverted Don struggled to make conversation with my foot-ball loving, politically right-leaning, evangelical Christian stepfamily. Making the decision to bow out has lifted a weight off my shoulders, and Don was so very grateful that I know it was the right decision for us.
Even better, the pool at our gym reopened three days early, so I will be able to get back to my lap swimming routine this afternoon. I badly need the stress-alleviating feel of water on my skin and the meditative state induced by counting laps.
A quiet week at work this week will be followed by extended long weekends for both Christmas and New Years. I’m looking forward to sleeping until after the sun comes up, taking care of a lot of year-end tasks, and spending time reflecting on 2017 and planning for 2018.
I’m also being mindful of this quote from Art Buchwald that I saw on the Execupundit blog recently –
“I don’t know if this is the best of times or the worst of times, but I assure you it’s the only time you’ve got.”
So true – and so wasteful to spend the only time I’ve got being the Grinch.
Wishing everyone peace and joy in the coming weeks, whether you celebrate these particular holidays or not.